I can't feel .. NUMB!!

I'm sorry, i just want to be alone.

Alone equals lonely, in this case.

But i don't want to be really lonely!!

Is just easier, because i want to be alone,

because i'm feeling lonely...

I'm not suposed to be like this,

i got good new changes in my life going on now.

But, why, then?! I don't know!!

I just want to feel something,

because i feel nothing, i feel empty...What is to feel?! Really...

I don't know what to feel is!!

When i think i'm feelin some way,

then, i realize is not true. I actually can't ''read''...

Maybe i need to learn to handle some things,

get use to drastic and lots of changes.

Why do i get tired of things sometimes?!

Only one person in my life made me feel EVERYTHING,

and never got me tired...at all!!

But you're not here anymore.

Why?! I honestly don't know or understand.

There's a lot i don't know, right?! YES!!

Unlike what people think, i don't know much.

I just want to be happy!!

I just want to feel great, full, complete...

I just want to feel!!

You are the only one, that not even here, makes me feel;

Why?! Am i not suposed to get over you?!

I-don't-know!! remember?!

I know nothing...I CAN'T FEEL!! Don't you get it?!