There's no point 4 her 2 worry. She's gonna b back 2 Fine Mode in a little while. That's 4 sure!! It's just me that's f*cked up & stuck in the same sh*t 4 ever ..
I can't trust her anyway. In no time she's gonna go back 2 her same nature & turn her back on me. I can't keep going back 2 the place i know will get me hurt again.
Getting a teeth xtraction hurts less than all this. Why have i not shoot myself?! Ask God. He's the only one that keeps holding my hand & telling me 2 hang on .. Maybe i'll b better later. Who knows?! Only, He knows that.
Even when i complain about stuff & feel like i may deserve more, i don't have a clue of anything that happens in my life. I mean, why these things happen?! Where's the lesson?! What am i doing right?! What am i not doing right?! What's all this about?!?!
What's the next step 2 take?? HOW CAN I KNOW?! Please, God. I beg of thee. Please, tell me. Let me hear u. Let me c u. Let me understand what u want me 2 know. Ur all i have. I'm lost. I don't know what 2 do. I don't think i've ever known anything about anything. I wish i knew something .. anything!! Please, God. Please!!
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Where can i find The Book Of Life?! I wanna read it!!
[everybody needs some rush in their life .. i enjoy it every second]
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Espero que las respuestas que buscas llegen a ti y que pronto te sientas mejor.
Sabes en la situacion que me encuentro, por eso no creo que tenga mucho que aportar, pero espero que sepas que puedes contar conmigo.
Te Quiero Mucho!!! :*
im here too, remember??
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