[Ambientación]

Why in spanish, if i'm gonna write in english?
Oh, what the hell ..
The new people around me are very nice,
but aren't really my friends.
I got my own friends, damn it!!
I have to get back my life, my friends;
think about my future without forgetting those next to me,
who helped me get to this point.
I can't forget them; i won't forget them.
I'll go look back and take them with me wherever i go.
Maybe new people will come along, but they are, and will always be, in my heart.
Besides, i need to feel something familiar, something to hold on.
I've never felt like that.
I can just hold my two hands together. CRAP!!
I can't let others think i'm weak!!
I need to be strong, show everybody i can,
and stay next to those who really cares .. starting next to God ..
I'm gonna start dealing with things myself.
If i give 1% more of me everyday .. imagine what i can acomplish in a 100 days!!
I believe, truly, there is a God that loves me and got a plan for each one of us.
I trust him with all i am .. I know things are gonna get better!!
No puedo desesperarme .. just let things flow it's own way.